Woman

What's so good about being woman? Nothing. We get periods about one week a month. We have to carry the baby in us in 9 months, give birth, then feed it many years - and sure you may think that's nice but it doesn't stop there. We have to be beautiful, but earn less money than men. Hell.

Find me!

Somebody, I said SOMEBODY is going to visit my "nobody blog" - and when he or she’s going to see what I se we’re going to mix and switching the best of ourselves. It’s really that easy. I’m just waiting for the day you can’t say no to me hehe. Sooner or later that Sombody is gonna find ME.

Parasites

Some people are like pimples - sitting on you. If you ’squeeze’ them, the "pus" will get out - and you’ll see how their real selfs really looked like. After you’ve got their ugly sides out - your skin will heal. Just like when the bad person will be gone when you’ve "killed" him/her. So squeeze!

Fight

Greed and competition are not the result of immature human behavior or temperament. Greed and fear of scarcity are in fact being created and amplified and the direct fatal consequence is that we have to fight with each other in order to survive.

Anxiety

I believe anxiety is not made up from the things we HAVE done - but those we haven’t. Because as the time flies by, at some point, everything has a "best-before-date". When you’re getting a teenager: you stop play. And how you joyfully played back then will never ever get the same again.

Young

I remember the day I turned 13, a veeery long time ago. What kind of eyes did I see the world with? Pretty naive, but still almost like a grown up. I remember that morning of my birthday that I woke up, I have it like a picture inside my head seen from "the outside" at me. How happy I was.

Quotations

I've got a lot of my wisdom from quotes which famous people have spoken from their smart brains. If we sum up all those quotes we'd get a long wisdomistic-text, which could taught people how to look on the world and make the best of it. Simply follow the best tips in this text to a better life.

Dogs

A bug is living a shorter period of time than humans. If we lived a life short as theis, would we appriciate every second and minute more? If each minute was like 10 of a humans, wouldn´t we value each second more, and do something better with it? Get higly-effective? I think I would.

Night Creature

I’m a night-human. I like to be awake until 4-6 AM in the morning, then sleep untill 14-15 PM. That’s my diurnal rhythm. Unfortunaltely that’s not okey in this society. I’m not allowed to do as I please, because in this time and place the only normal thing i so get up 7 AM & sleep at 23PM.

Time

The times is a scary thing. I feel like it’s going faster, faster and FASTER for each day that goes. And I’m getting stressed, because things are progressing so slowly in my life. And I’m on my way towards a catastrophy if I don’t start doing things of my life: right now or never.

Deep

I can have deep insights without many sentences or too long texts. Just look on all of my blog-texts: they're all FOUR ROWS short - you don't have to get more rows than that to get your point! Therefore I'm the most effective and can get many thoughts "on paper" quickly. Do you feel me?

Jealousy

I've always seen myself like I'm not the jelaous type of girl: if the guy wants to cheat, then there you go - I deserve the best anyway. The guy I like is still in love with his fucking EX. WHY they're still haning around like "Bestfriends" and go on trips to countries etc. is a mystery. I hate her.

FACEBOOK

I don't like Facebook because I want the "guestbook" to be private - which it's not. Everybody on the friendlist have the access to NEWSFEED so everybody can see who are writing what to you and vise versa. That's the main reason, but elsewise it's boring  and the previous layout was better!

Perfect

I like it when the things I do is perfect. If they ain't I trew them away, or try do make a bigger effort next time. But sometimes, you don't have another chance - that's why you lose. Now when I'm not like many others (because I'm awake all nights) I've got new insights, try it by yourself...

Adults

I don’t want to grow up. I want to stay in this age, it’s perfect; no wrinkles, not so many problems, youth, dreams - everything is infront of me to achive. I get scared when I see grown ups after their works: they’re very tired and torn. Upset and irritated on teenagers who still have chanses.

close to far

I fear not to even become wet when he’s comming into me - so that it’ll hurt and I fear what comes after having been so skin-close to each other. I’ve been it, and therefore the coldness scares me to experience again but worse, when the love comes to an end and a coldness will be spread.

Submission

I can get turned on when a man is dominant. I like when he has the control over the situation and knows what his doing, confidently ofcourse. Make it sexy. Not just "faked passion". I feel like we’re two magnets who should get together. Reunion. Two become one. Make love true.

Oxidation

One man cold stole my warm heart bold. I think it's a chain. When somebody does BAD STUFF towards you - you kind of have to let it pass on to someone else - to get rid of that bad feelings it caused. And I mean, it's just like radicals on atoms which never are constant but passes on.

Blame youself

I'm not a person who blame others - but myself when I'm doing something wrong. Everybody have their own responsebility to do what they should. Imagine if none did anything, what a miserable world we' live in. Next time something doesn't go your way: blame yourself. Then repair the mistake.

Robber

Tonight I was dumb against US. I don’t know why I’m torturing myself but if that’s the only way to contact him, then I have to do it. Because if I can’t be with him, then "a virtual someone"(me) has to. Even though it’s wrong: I had to steal a few seconds but at the same time I gave mine.

Fish in the sea

There's pleny of fishs in the sea. Each ones is small as a pea, floating around without getting up to the sea. I'm looking to be like someone - to get anyone. But I'm nobody, that's why I can't get somebody, yet then, yet now, yet in the future. Only if I wake up from this nightmare.

Admiration

Some people are fabulous, wonderful and nice. They have goals, they have plans, they DO STUFF - which I don’t, and never will as long as I stand still... I’m like a seed: plant me and I’ll grow. Right now I don’t have the wather of motivation, only the grass around me like fine inpiration.

Fortunate

I’m a woman and a daughter. But to be a girlfriend and a mother is what I am for to get a balanced normal life. Cook food for the husband, wash clothes and playing with the kids - isn’t that what everybody wants? But this seems distant to me cause I can’t even imagine that happiness.

Defence

When a person feels MENTALLY threaten he or she will act in a non-reasonable way, saying things to scare you away - while he/or she is the most scared one but TRIES to amplify THEIR frustration on you, so that you will stop "be in their way", even if they liked you in the first place.

Expectations

Expects are EVIL. They makes us DISSAPOINTED. Never expect too much - or you’ll regret that when things ain’t going your way. The romance about expectations is that we love the EXCITEMENT - otherwise we wouldn´t expect something in the first place. Pity we’re often let down.

Unfair

Violence is not the solution: it hurts people very badly. Love is the only solution - where is it? Somedays, like these, I feel there's no love surrounding me. EVEN WHEN I'm a good person: I get hit by hate. I think it is because those stupid people can't see my value or, they're jelaous.

Hate born hate

Sometimes I’m affected by the way one person is writing, such as a lot of ugly words like: "motherfuckers, fuck, cut your head off, shoot you, kill you, blablaah". I’m trying to recist, but it’s hard because they affects me somehow anyway. So that person’s hate have reborn in me. Let us kill it.

Get this

When will people learn!? When you’re a 6 you CAN’T get a 10 - unless you’ve the best personality in the world but that’s probably not the case... I’m laughing with irritation over one stupid guy right now. He thinks he can get a model who’s an 11, while he’s like a 5, and have bad breath.

Red White Black

I think these three colors (I use in my blogg) is the optimal. They're clean, simple and strong. Stylish as they fit to everything and never get "old". Don't you agree? Red is a hot lovely color, in contrast to the black and white we tend to see the world in. THIS IS HOW I PERCEPT IT.

Red White Black

I think these three colors (I use in my blogg) is the optimal. They're clean, simple and strong. Stylish as they fit to everything and never get "old". Don't you agree? Red is a hot lovely color, in contrast to the black and white we tend to see the world in. THIS IS HOW I PERCEPT IT.

Pressure

I hate perssure. It creates negative thoughs BUT I'm struggling to always make the best of it. Sometimes it's better to not mix yourself with pressure because it can get too much and then you'll fall apart like a little doll. That's why I'm sometimes more alone then with others: I'm reloading.

Short cut

We’re constantly told to take the long way in the society, but you know what? I’m consistently taking short cuts. It’s my way of living. I’m gaining like 1000% more effectiveness as I’m running through facts, remembering the best ones. One person, gave his about 7-years gathered, all away.

Religions

The tought of being religious is enticing: to believe in the unknown, pray to a higher form and think something that’s not excisting - excist. Why people does it? They have not other choice because they are WEAK, and that leads to belief of something higher: like a God for instance.

Layout

I'm pretty happy about my layout, because NO ONE HAS IT LIKE ME. I've done it myself, GET IT people, you should ALWAYS DO EVERYTHING BY YOURSELF. No one else is going to do it for you, but when they do - you won't get much out of it because you didn't do it first.

Mindwashed

An idiot told me I should look out for numbers. Now I see them everywhere and that disturbs me a lot. In the beginning, BEFORE he "existed in my world" I did only see one number (which I can’t mention here), but now, I see many of "his" numbers which I have to get rid of...

Woman

I’ve never planned to be a woman - it just wasn’t me. I’m fine with being a small girl, not a woman who should be doing eveything like an ANT. I’d like to be a man but I don’t want to mention why. It would just felt so damn nice to not be expected so much from as a man. But in next life...

Complains

Complaining people during social occations are the ones I hate THE MOST. It’s so damn irritating to hear "I have headache, I’m tired, I don’t wanna do this blablaah". Get a grip over yourselves and start acting STRONG. If you can’t, then shut your fucking mounths and keep going...

Think more!

People are constantly saying to me that I'm thinking to much - NO SHIT - It's THEY who're thinking TO LITTLE, too late hehe. I'm getting WISE and SMART by thinking a lot, while idiots who watching TV or just reading and don't do something which stimulates their thinking will get: DUMB.

Blame youself

I'm not a person who blame others - but myself when I'm doing something wrong. Everybody have their own responsebility to do what they should. Imagine if none did anything, what a miserable world we' live in. Next time something doesn't go your way: blame yourself. Then repair the mistake.

Serious

I'm often appearing grave, I've always been "little-old" in my soul. Never that playful dumb shallow girl, but that deep, earnest, insightful girl who'd rather play with older people. Those in my age were always too immature to me, so I had to break free - untill I found thee.

Quadruple 4444

You may have noticed that almost EVERY single post now is on about FOUR ROWS - ever wonder why? Because it’s the best way of make youself very clear and concise. I’m almost not even noticing myself writing four rows, they’re just comming naturally. I’m enjoying it, do you?

A good circle

I believe in helping and simply being there for people - even when they're not GIVING THE SAME BACK. I call it unconditional pleasure. Because I KNOW that there will be others standing in line, helping me - without begging something back. This is one of many roads to happiness.

My banner is:

Some succeed by what they know; some by what they do; a few by what they are.

Communication

Sometimes I enjoy talking, but when it’s like people are trying to find out something about me, I don’t. If we are just sitting having a conversation, being real human beings with one another is fantastic! I try to keep my life out of it, not giving it away. I don’t volunteer a lot of info.

Change your mind

Don’t geet stuck in believing ONE thing. Believe in many, let your circles EXPAND and watch as you grow bigger and bigger and BIGGER! Untill you finally became who you truely are: a star. You have to be able to change your mind in diffrent questions, or elsewise you’ll not develop.

Whatever I touch...

turns into GOLD. Things I say/do makes people shiver with harmony. And when they see me their eyes turns to be big as suns for they see me as a Sun, a Godess. Whatever negative thoughts that comes up in my mind: I’m trying to push them away: and then I see things in this positive way.

Feel me

Sometimes I don't WANT a person to feel me because I FUCKING HATE HIM/HER. That's why I turn into a quitet small girl so that he or she won't like me too much, because then I'm stuck with that stupid motherfucker and I DON'T WANT IT. I want great people in my life, not harsh ones.

Effective, short and precise

The most concise way to speak your opinion on in texts here is by using the FOUR ROWS that 'you get'. You'll see how great if feels for: both youself AND those who read and "take the message to themselves". Everyone will be greatful for not wasting precious time on long blog-texts!

Bad pattern

Some girls quickly spend all their time on the new man they meet. But she'll soon "loose herself" and won't being able to have a healthy balance. And inevitably, they end up breaking up and she resent all the time she spent on the relationship, instead of spending more time on herself.

Cute is what we aim for

I am cute. Cute people get more benefits. Benefits leads to a better life. A better life leads to wellfare for not only you but also those who you’re interacting with. They who "get your vibes" will pass them on to other happy souls and they will continuing their walking towards heaven.

BE NICE - BEHAVE!

Don’t look down on people on your way up. Because you’ll meet them on your ugly way down! So no matter what kind of level you’re at - you’ll ALWAYS meet people under - AND - above yourself. Therefore, concider being fucking HELPFUL AND KIND to them, or they’ll hit you back, badly!

An Open Letter (To one Psychopath)

Moving as if you're a playing wind who can do anything you want to. STOP AND LISTEN: it's your reality that's fucked up - not others. And if you're giving something out of your stupid way of living then FINE - but I like to be like I am but I'm NOT stupid because of that. Now get lost.

Changes

Strangers into brothers. Enemies to lovers. Flames to dust. Lovers to friends. Why do all things come to an end? Because the HAVE TO. Bad things also comes to an end. REALISE this fucking truth and you’ll find it much easier to ACCEPT that things change, and move on...

Expects

The expects from someone in my age is very high allready. For each day that passes I’m SUPPOSED to develop into a more and more "beautiful buttefly" which soon will be able to fly on it’s own. WHY is it so damn hard to break the patterns? Cause there’s lots of pressure & fear there.

Read

I've read a lot. Probably enough to cover a lifetime, so by now I understand what the world and life´s all about theoretically. STILL I get caught in between destructive thoughts such as that I haven't explored the world, and won't get a chanse - but it's not an easy thing to do for me.

Drop dead gorgeous

People have too high toughts about themselves sometimes - even me. But at this blogg I’m 100 % honest. So let me say: do not believe you’re a 10 IF you’re less. But if you’re a 10 (you know when somebody says you’re a 11). Then we’re thinking out of the picture. Imagine that.

Win

There are times that I do win. But they’re not CONSTANT or many - as I wish and prefere. I may get someting to test ONCE - but then it’s over. I don’t do it regually because I’m dependent on those ones who gave me the opportunity to "win/get" something. Too bad. But I’m working at it.

Pretend

I pretend to be: rich, very beautiful, interesting etc. PART OF IT I AM - but most is just "bullshit". I know it’s bad to "lie" but I must, otherwise I would be less then NOBODY, I wouldn’t even excist at all... now I’m atleast invited to some parties, contacted sometimes etc. I should be glad for it.

Freak out

When I get under a lot of pressure I sometimes FREAK THE HELL OUT. I can’t control it, it’s just something that’s happening because of my thoughts of "the worst that could happened" - which often relates to WHAT OTHERS THINK OF ME. I think I need to stop caring so much.

Enemy

I do as I please, I do not care about pathetic stuffs or even concider them but to see the worst in a person - is the worst thing you can do. Instead of making friends: you’ll make enemies. He saw the WORST in me, "playing like he was more than me" - while it’s the other way around.

Criminal

If I want to, then I could be very criminal - but that’s not my wish. I’m seaching for other possibilities to get what I want. Leagal. But to make money I have to sometimes be rebellious - otherwise I’d be a BROKE ASS, totoally. So like I said in the previous post: I have my methods.

Dangerous

I am a ruler. If I want to - then I could do anything: like being a leader in a war or something - but only in another life. Because in this life, I’m not "born into it" - and I have to accept that. Otherwise I believe that I would be very dangerous. My methods are beyond imagination. Very dramatic.

Dream

I’m praising those who I admire, often ARTISTS because I can see their "work" instanly in a song or painting etc. I myself have created some of that too, but never on a SERIOUS level. I’d like to, but feel a lack of that I’ll manage as a "designer" for instance, because of the hard competion.

Maladjusted

When I’m having a dialog with people I’m sometimes interrupt when they speak. The things they’re saying is just not interesting enough for me to listen to and I have something better on my mind so: WHY WASTE TIME to listen to those boring people? I just don’t have patiance enough.

Not funny

It’s nice to be able to confess everything here. When I’m on social occations I’m SCARED TO DEATH that I’m going to do something wrong or say something stupid but most of all I’m afraid of me not comming up with GREAT STORIES, or seem grave, distant and boring...

0 to 100 %

My goal is to be 100% successful. I've always seen myself as somebody: special, interesting, smart, funny, gorgeous. But that's changed... For me: the perception of how others see me matters more than how I se myself - and right now I wouldn´t perticullary give such a good impression.

Act

I'm acting among people, often it's about making them think I'm: Popular, Rich and Successful - because that's the things I want to be. But the truth is that it's all temporary, goes in periods and ends as quick as it came up. One day I can have like 10 calls and 10 SMS - the next none.

Superficial

To me, looks is (almost) everything sometimes. Because of that I have a personality which has hard to shine through - I have to always look topnotch - 100% my best when I meet "a little more important people" (friends, dates, jobs). Otherwise I wouldn’t get anywhere at all.

Unpretty withouth makeup

I only feel beautiful when I’ve: had a shower, fixed my hair, dressed nicely and have a complete makeup on (foundation, mascara, lipgloss, eyeliner, concealer, puder, eyeshadow & brownpen). Without this I look torn/worn and must hide myself cause I get frustrated when people look at me.

Saturday

It's Saturday night but ofcourse, because I got NO LIFE - I won't go out tonight, even if I DO look like a model and people need to see my pretty face. But I have no energy to do anything. I just want to have it peace and quiet. Often when I'm out I feel it's a waste of time, boring/not worth it.

Boring

I find it hard to be funny or say interesting stuff to some people who’re expecting much. Sometimes I’m: unsocial, monotonous and dull.There’s no fire in me. I’m just faking it so that "it’ll looks good" - while it’s not the case. I have the potential, but not the energy to change to the better.

Fake

Sometimes, I’m acting in a way that gives me more status than I have. It’s all on the surfice, so I have to hold my mask hard - otherwise people would understand I’m not that one for real. But being "pure me" is rarely enough. Therefore I live by the motto: FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT!

I need a life

I’m a nobody. Through all my life I felt that I’ve achieved a lot but lately I've relalised I haven’t done anything really interesting! That fact hurts. I’m used to get everything on a silverplate and therefore I hate myself for not "taking me out of this drop-dead-end situation". Follow me on my road...